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[Jun. 29th, 2009|05:24 am] |
Venting ;
dont you just loooove when the person you love could be the one person who knows how to get you the angriest?
i adore the fact that i could do just about possibly anything at an attempt to just make him see what im feeling
& he still wouldn't notice. isn't it just marvelous when your friends dont listen to a fucking word your saying? oh !
and especially when you're mother doesn't ever support one fucking descision produced from your brain? A N D
it makes me even more happy when your best friend suddenly shuts you out and cant tell you anything any longer.
but she can talk about her secrets to her new boyfriend who for some reason has gained more of her trust in 3 months
compared to an entire 3 years of my knowing her. it's even funner when your friend gets in major fights with someone
who she wasn't even dating and now ignores my advice even though i just want what's best for her. and it's just great
that i haven't talked to my boyfriend who lives more than 3,000 miles away from me for more than a week, and when
i do, it's late at night; all night. i'm getting sick from lack of sleep. everyone can see it. my mother seems to think that i
am hurting myself. A N D she think's that i'm a lunatic for wanting to talk to my boyfriend over the phone for a few hours
instead of doing something else " useful". i love that i get so upset about one thing that it just leads to more anger. I just
want to shut out the world for now. im so ecstatic that no one seems to care about my opinions or feelings.
S O F U C K I N G H A P P Y ( = |
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[May. 14th, 2009|03:53 pm] |
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i am fully exposed now. i've never been this vulnerable with anyone. i can tell you anything in the world.
you know me inside and out. your the one that's broken my barrier. these walls have fallen.
i feel naked without these walls, but you complete me in so many ways.
butterfiles dont compare to what i feel in my stomach.
you couldn't have a better affect on me.
im such a better person with you.
i couldn't it mean it more than what i feel when i say i love you.
i really couldn't.
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[May. 6th, 2009|03:22 pm] |
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I'm having a new beginning.
a clean start.
out with the old, in with the new.
i've got a clean slate now.
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